I completely feel for you. I was so angry at myself, even a little at the baby because he was so persistently breech. I was so sad that all my options (I felt) had been taken from me and that I'd have to have a section, considering I had been planning a completely natural birth from the get go. Breech was such a fear for me too, it was like a self fulfilling prophecy.
I tried everything to turn my breech baby, including moxa and hundreds of dollars at the chiropractor for Webster (3x a week for 7.5 weeks). He never flipped. Ever. The professionals who administered these to me were of course shocked that their procedures didn't work and figured that it was a problem with my uterus (which, of course no one could find a problem there either).
My thoughts on all of this are: some babies just don't turn. Most babies do, which is why chiropractors and moxa, etc. can site such high stats regarding the success rate of their procedures. At this point, knowing I did everything right to get my baby in the proper position from the time I knew I was pregnant to the time he was born, I think that a baby will lie the way a baby wants to lie in the womb. I hate to sound like a downer, but that's how I feel. No doubt though, if baby #2 (God willing) is breech (please no) I'll still try everything just like before to get her/him to turn so I can VBAC.
Anyway, good luck. I hope your baby turns vertex for you.
But yes, if you do Moxa at home, it totally smells like pot, so be prepared!
