I should be so happy right now. My BF just called and she and I are due around the same time. She is due about 4 days after I am.
Well.......
She had her baby today.
Initial reaction was joy, but no sooner did I hang up the I began crying hysterically.
And when I tried to tell DH how upseting this all was to me he got mad at me and asked why I wanted to have the baby before he got here. So then I had to cry a little harder because I looked like such an asswhole at that point. But he just doesn't get it. It is not only something as simple as I am sick to death of being pregnant, but I am so desperate to hold my little angel. I have waited years and years for a little girl. I am just going insane waiting to hold her and kiss her.
I feel bad right now.
Well.......
She had her baby today.
Initial reaction was joy, but no sooner did I hang up the I began crying hysterically.
And when I tried to tell DH how upseting this all was to me he got mad at me and asked why I wanted to have the baby before he got here. So then I had to cry a little harder because I looked like such an asswhole at that point. But he just doesn't get it. It is not only something as simple as I am sick to death of being pregnant, but I am so desperate to hold my little angel. I have waited years and years for a little girl. I am just going insane waiting to hold her and kiss her.I feel bad right now.
the longer the babe stays in, the stronger she will grow. not that it helps how much you want to hold her though, i know! maybe seeing and holding your friends' babe will give you that newborn fix just until you can hold your lil one. and, however you are feeling is fine; you don't owe anyone an explanation about it!
