I have not participated in the daily check ins before. I am 40w1d and just had a scary experience. Baby let me sleep on my stomach for 3 hours w/o protest! I woke up at 3am and tried to get her to move...nothing. I called the midwife, who asked me to come to the hospital and that it was all probably okay. Called my doula, thank goodness she lives 4 blocks away. Right when she pulled up at 3:30 am, the baby moved 
So ready to have this baby. I have no patience and am so scared to have her stay in longer. I just want to hold her. I am inspired by all the happy birth stories.
We are trying for
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So ready to have this baby. I have no patience and am so scared to have her stay in longer. I just want to hold her. I am inspired by all the happy birth stories.
We are trying for
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She gave me a blue cohosh mixture that I took one dose of last night but nothing happened. Then I looked it up, freaked out over the connection to heart disease/attacks in newborns and I've decided not to take it anymore. I'd looked it up before this but I didn't remember that. I feel a LOT more relaxed with an "extra" week. I have to get a sono sometime next week to make sure the baby is ok but as long as she's fine (which I believe she is
) I still have two weeks before I'll be forced to go to the hospital for induction. I didn't even realize I was carrying such negativity around, I felt so much lighter after my appointment. I also found out that baby is now in a great position to be born! I feel great today
I'm going to take a walk and maybe even dtd with dh (something I'd given up as it is highly uncomfortable) to try and get something started today. But no rush

SO onto another day..


I know what you mean.





big hugs all around!
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