I went to synagogue and said Kaddish for you. :
Thank you for the life we shared together.
Your post about finally spreading your own DH's ashes reminded me of my recent trip, to the Promised Land and to my DH's place of rest.
s to you. The mourning goes on in pieces here and there, forever.
Editted to add that it has now been ten years since his passing. I miss him. Our children are grown, in and out of college, working, married, and life has moved on.
But not one day passes that I do not miss my husband. We would today be married 36 yrs.