Finally!
Well ladies, Sebastian finally decided to join us in this world. He came at 4:57 this morning. It was an extremely long and difficult labor, nothing could have ever prepared me for it. But it was beautiful and natural at home and he is so healthy. I, on the other hand, tore more than my midwife has ever seen someone tear and she spent 1 1/2 hours suturing me this morning after the birth. The recovery is going to be long but I have my mom in town and my dh home to help. My MW says I am to be on bedrest for at least 2 weeks or longer if possible. I am in a lot of pain still but staring at my baby makes it all so worth it. He is absolutely perfect and I am in awe of the miracle of birth.
Good luck to all of you still awaiting your babes, it will be so worth it when they get here! (Oh, and some advice to prevent tearing, don't push super hard when the head starts to come out, I got excited and pushed him all out at once and his shoulders came straight after the head and that's one of the reasons I am so badly torn.)