Yes, I'd like to put my order in for (very mild, please) morning sickness. I still don't feel pregnant. My nipples are tender to the touch, but my breasts aren't at
all. I was ready to kneel over from exhaustion yesterday afternoon at work - but then, I went in way earlier than normal, and on not enough sleep. The past few days I have not had a good feeling about all of this in general. My 15 DPO test was insanely faint, and my 17 DPO one wasn't too much better. I had the
tiniest bit of red spotting yesterday (hasn't repeated itself, thankfully). I'm just so afraid that this is just a big cosmic joke, and that there was never a baby, or that if there was it has already stopped growing. I was taking some 5 week pictures earlier, and just couldn't shake the thought of "Not like it matters anyway." I've never had any losses (well, a possible chemical pregnancy last cycle) so I have no good reason for feeling this way, other than knowing miscarriage rates and what-not. A little knowledge can be a dangerous thing. I keep reading on this site that a woman can usually trust her intuition, and that's got me scared.
Sorry for bringing the thread down, ladies. I just needed to get all this out, and I'm not sure the husbandperson would understand. I'm going to try as hard as I can to just keep hoping that come October I'll have my little one in my arms and I can laugh at this.
ETA: I'm only 5w1d. I
know that's awful gosh darn early for some symptoms, but being rational is not really entering the picture right now.
