I'm still here. Still no trickling. I tried laying down for awhile and getting back up and nothing comes gushing back out. Still contractions, but not getting more intense or anything.
I am exhausted though. I don't know why. I'm just drained. And for some reason I'm really agitated and pissed off. I hate limbo. I hate not really knowing for sure. And I can't just pop in the hospital to find out because its an hour drive and the weather sucks today. So if I go, I want it to be for real. I've never ever gone to the hospital and been sent home, and I don't really wanna start kwim?
I'm totally over thinking things, and what I really want to do is go to bed. I want to stop hearing my kids screaming. I want to ignore them. I want to sleep.
I am exhausted though. I don't know why. I'm just drained. And for some reason I'm really agitated and pissed off. I hate limbo. I hate not really knowing for sure. And I can't just pop in the hospital to find out because its an hour drive and the weather sucks today. So if I go, I want it to be for real. I've never ever gone to the hospital and been sent home, and I don't really wanna start kwim?
I'm totally over thinking things, and what I really want to do is go to bed. I want to stop hearing my kids screaming. I want to ignore them. I want to sleep.







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I'm sorry for your hassle!



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