I feel like I am never going to have a moment to recharge my batterys ever again!
I am so tired, my baby is nursing 2-3 times a night, combined with my anxiety about my 2 yr old waking up-which she has been every night at least once. She is a bear to get back to sleep too. It takes AT LEAST an hour. (longer if I bring her in my bed.) I am so tempted to just let her cry.
I know it sounds horrible but I am so so so so so so so tired! Sometimes my heart just pounds while I try and go to sleep and I wake up heart pounding because I am scared for my 2 yr old to wake up.
My dh doesnt wake up right away so her crying wakes me up every time. And then I lay there wondering if he is comforting her, or just letting her cio....(He is comforting her usually, but he takes forever to be woken up.)
On top of that, I cant get out of the house to recharge. There is always a "learning curve" when we add to our family and my dh is just too scared to be alone with all 3 kids-especially when one of them is nursing.
Ugh....someone tell me it gets easier!
I dont know if I am going to get depressed or not but i am scared to take my suplliments because its alot of extra iron and I dont want my babys belly to hurt. So I have been slacking BIG TIME.
Its also hard to get a free moment to take all my suppliments 2-3 times a day because someone always needs me.
I am taking (or rather-I should be taking) 6 st jons wort, floradix (2x) prenatal, and calcium/magnesium.
I think I want to overhaul the whole thing and start with something new.
I still have placenta in my freezer but everytime Ilook at it I throw up in my mouth
so I guess I am not that desperate yet. 
I am so tired, my baby is nursing 2-3 times a night, combined with my anxiety about my 2 yr old waking up-which she has been every night at least once. She is a bear to get back to sleep too. It takes AT LEAST an hour. (longer if I bring her in my bed.) I am so tempted to just let her cry.
I know it sounds horrible but I am so so so so so so so tired! Sometimes my heart just pounds while I try and go to sleep and I wake up heart pounding because I am scared for my 2 yr old to wake up.My dh doesnt wake up right away so her crying wakes me up every time. And then I lay there wondering if he is comforting her, or just letting her cio....(He is comforting her usually, but he takes forever to be woken up.)
On top of that, I cant get out of the house to recharge. There is always a "learning curve" when we add to our family and my dh is just too scared to be alone with all 3 kids-especially when one of them is nursing.
Ugh....someone tell me it gets easier!
I dont know if I am going to get depressed or not but i am scared to take my suplliments because its alot of extra iron and I dont want my babys belly to hurt. So I have been slacking BIG TIME.
Its also hard to get a free moment to take all my suppliments 2-3 times a day because someone always needs me.
I am taking (or rather-I should be taking) 6 st jons wort, floradix (2x) prenatal, and calcium/magnesium.
I think I want to overhaul the whole thing and start with something new.
I still have placenta in my freezer but everytime Ilook at it I throw up in my mouth
so I guess I am not that desperate yet. 
