*sighs*
Not happy at present.

I feel very weepy and irritated and generally un-joybells. It doesn't seem quite legitimate for me to be so impatient when I'm only 39 weeks, but I really hate to think what kind of state I'll be in if I go overdue! Plus there are money issues to worry about at the moment, which isn't helping.
The worst of it is, I don't even have any signs of the 'maybe within a week' description! No loss of mucous plug, no broken waters, not even particularly regular bouts of contractions. It's depressing! I feel like I'm constantly on tenterhooks. And my midwife seems to think things are imminent--she couldn't come to my appointment today because she was at a delivery, but rang up to cancel and was saying stuff like 'I'll see you tomorrow, if you don't call sooner'. So that hypes me up, until I remember that she's probably only excited because she gets the whole range of births--early, late and in between--and isn't going on my actual condition. Sigh... Good to get the ranting off my chest; it's nice that you guys understand! And good to have a place where we can all stew and go quietly mad together.
