I wasn't, but then I started reading.
Let me start at the beginning, we're planning a HB and my dh is on board but he's always been a little nervous and reluctant. We had a good hospital birth center experience the fist time around (mw attended, natural/normal birth) and he doesn't really see the reason to do things differently. Today we went to my 38 week appt. to find out I tested pos. for GBS. I didn't with my first pregnancy but just had this feeling that I would this time. Because of this I'd been paying attention to the various threads and research regarding GBS for the past month or so. I confidently told my mw that I would refuse abx and opt for a Hibiclens wash. She was just as confidant with that decision and I was feeling pretty good about everything. My dh asked NO questions during the appointment and just politely smiled and nodded (grr), then we get outside and he casually asks, "now, what's GBS again?". I quickly answered his question and told him I'd email the research regarding Hibiclens and general info of GBS and it's risks, etc.
I did that and then I kept reading. OY! Now I'm afraid. But I'm afraid for either decision (abx or hibiclens)--I'm afraid because, though the risk of infection is so small, I'll have to watch my baby so closely and wonder continuously if everything will be o.k. My mw assured me today that once you're past the first 24 hours, the risk of anything happening is diminished greatly, but still...there's always a horror story or the worst case scenario.
I guess it's hard for me b/c it's something I can't control at all. I know the risks so I can't just trust that everything will be o.k.
I guess I just need some reassurance here.
Any good stories to share? I need a boost.
Let me start at the beginning, we're planning a HB and my dh is on board but he's always been a little nervous and reluctant. We had a good hospital birth center experience the fist time around (mw attended, natural/normal birth) and he doesn't really see the reason to do things differently. Today we went to my 38 week appt. to find out I tested pos. for GBS. I didn't with my first pregnancy but just had this feeling that I would this time. Because of this I'd been paying attention to the various threads and research regarding GBS for the past month or so. I confidently told my mw that I would refuse abx and opt for a Hibiclens wash. She was just as confidant with that decision and I was feeling pretty good about everything. My dh asked NO questions during the appointment and just politely smiled and nodded (grr), then we get outside and he casually asks, "now, what's GBS again?". I quickly answered his question and told him I'd email the research regarding Hibiclens and general info of GBS and it's risks, etc.
I did that and then I kept reading. OY! Now I'm afraid. But I'm afraid for either decision (abx or hibiclens)--I'm afraid because, though the risk of infection is so small, I'll have to watch my baby so closely and wonder continuously if everything will be o.k. My mw assured me today that once you're past the first 24 hours, the risk of anything happening is diminished greatly, but still...there's always a horror story or the worst case scenario.
I guess it's hard for me b/c it's something I can't control at all. I know the risks so I can't just trust that everything will be o.k.
I guess I just need some reassurance here.
Any good stories to share? I need a boost.















: I'm feeling a bit overwhelmed with the decision making process. Of course, I want to do what's best for our family, but it's just so confusing.
That was awful.