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Oh, ladies. I am so sorry to hear of all the bad news that so many of you have had to cope with.

Perdita, I am so sorry, I lurked along with your December cycle, too and I know how hard this must be for you to deal with again.
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Well, its official...bfn for us also.
Kristinc - I am so sorry.
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Thanks jempd.

I just got the call - negative. I was feeling so crappy today (dizzy, tired, etc) that I had half convinced myself that perhaps I was pregnant after all, but there was no question - definitely BFN.

Ah well. We are very blessed as it is. We plan to have a lovely summer and then give it one last chance (our 4th cycle) in the fall. We are also going to look into domestic adoption.

Thanks for all the support - I wish the result had been better. Krisin - how you doing?

Perdita - I am so sorry.
post #264 of 266
I'm so sorry, GoBlue, Perdita and Kristin. I was so hoping it would be otherwise for you all. I think we are all so brave here in the IF board, but the women who go through ivf...you are so so so brave, Joan of Arc warrior brave. I can't imagine yet the loss that comes with a negative. It sort of just happened to my sister though-she had a weird reaction to Lupron and it suppressed her system and she had no eggs after all the inject. etc.
My heart is with you ladies.
post #265 of 266
Thank you Jennifer. It means a lot that you posted that. I don't feel very brave today. I'm mad at the world. I know it will get better so I'm allowing myself to be mad. For some reason I haven't really ever had the "why me, it's unfair" feelings before but I sure have them today. I just keep trying to remind myself how much I have already.
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Thank you Jennifer. It means a lot that you posted that. I don't feel very brave today. I'm mad at the world. I know it will get better so I'm allowing myself to be mad. For some reason I haven't really ever had the "why me, it's unfair" feelings before but I sure have them today. I just keep trying to remind myself how much I have already.
I am there with you: Feeling like why did it work for so many others but not us. Why do they deserve a baby and ultimately happiness and we don't? See much self-pity here

Anyway my RE said that my eggs look terrible...that they look too old were her words exactly...seconds after telling me that we wasted $27,000 This woman is seriously missing the sensitivity chip. She basically said that she is not sure a change in protocol who help our situation at all and that my body is what it is and if that means that my eggs are old than there is nothing that she can do to help me. I about reached through the phone to put her in a randy salvage choke hold.

So anyway, i am going to request a copy of my records today and start looking for someone else, possibly a high fsh friendly Dr...since i was 14 & 10
which i really don't think is that bad, but apparently to my RE it means that you will never have biological children.

UGH!!! I HATE INFERTILITY!

perdita, my email is kdw112980@msn.com, email me if you want to talk outside of these forums
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