Leah,

: That just sucks.

Are you gonna bd? I would have a hard time resisting that, although if I did I think I'd be really scared after. What a decision! Anyhow, I'm really sorry! I would be so bummed.

Aly, How frustrating!!! I am really, really, really hoping to wait until the day of my blood test to POAS bc I will go crazy if I have to see negatives several mornings in a row. But I know it will be super hard to resist. I'm really hoping you get that BFP soon!
I feel like so much has happened in my cycle since I last posted. I did try to post a day or two ago and then the server was being flakey and I was too tired to type it all out again. So, here goes...
I had my two iui's on friday and saturday, but when they looked at my follies by u/s on saturday they weren't sure if I had ov'd or not, so they said I could come back in for a 3rd iui today. And of course you can never say no to more sperm in your uterus at a time like this. lol When I went in this morning they did another u/s and now I have definately ov'd. Phew! So, I feel a little bit lucky about getting some extra swimmers.

Dh's count was similar but on the low end compared to his s/a's. His s/a's were 8 and 9 million. For our 1st IUI, it was 7, 2nd was 6, and 3rd was 10 (shockingly that last one was highest). But, the good news was that motility was way better than in the s/a's. He was 20-30% in the s/a's and 57%, 49%, and 30% for the iui's. Of course it's kind of disheartening to see our numbers next to the "normal" column, since they're a fairly small fraction of normal. But all in all, it was pretty good given what we already knew.

Is anyone else having symptoms from the trigger shot? I am having very strong breast symptoms. I haven't felt this way since ds was an infant. I feel engorged! (Could it be possible that I still have milk? He weaned almost exactly a year ago.) And my breasts even look bigger. I am certain this is not a real pg symptom since I wouldn't even be near implantation and I think it may have even started around the same time I had the first IUI. But I can see that pg symptoms, if I get any more from the progesterone, are gonna totally play with my head. I *feel* pg.

I didn't have any symptoms last time till I was 10 weeks along.
eta: Aly, if you wanna update my info w/o digging through my posts: 225iu's gonal-f cd3-9, 2 follies 19 and 20mm, HCG trigger evening of cd10, iui's the next 3 mornings on 4/4, 4/5, 4/6, pg test scheduled for 4/18
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