MAN, my friends little one is a SCREAMER......an all day, pretty constant screamer.....and she is not easily comforted.....HOOOOBOY, it's draining.....I wish there were something I could do to help her......

L just looks at her like what are you doing baby???
I am sooo spoiled by my little girl who only cries when wet, hungry or teething at night......
However, I am in the running for the bad mother of a year award.....
We spent part of yesterday morning, into the afternoon at a friend's farm. There is a local AP board held their playgroup there....(they are all a bit too AP for me, all or nothing, which there is nothing wrong with that but geez...I felt pretty mainstream and I am SOOO not)....it's about 40 mintues away and a pretty drive.
M had a blast...loved the baby chickens (they are still fuzzy) and got to lead the baby calf around and watch it nurse which she thought was the best thing...we got some raw milk (fresh from the tap...) and some eggs to bring home too....she LOVED the milk...a bit too rich for me with all the cream still in it. She said it was the best birthday present early (she will be 4 on the 23).
HOWEVER, and i have
HORRIBLE mom
GUILT over this...
I totally
SPACED on the the
SUNSCREEN.......mom guilt mom guilt mom guilt and feel so awful....
I got burned a bit....M is a tad pink on her face and arms....
but I baked poor Lilah.....






It was only 72 and I just didn't think about it...
It was a stressful morning, we left later than planned, were in whole foods later than planned......didn't even think about "hey, we are out in the sun at 11am until 130pm....."
And just didn't think about it....left her hat on the kitchen table...
iI had her in a solarveil ring sling.....but her poor sweet face is
pink pink pink (thank god she has alot of hair....OY)...
She's nursed a bunch, covered her in creamy aloe.........doesn't seem to bother her...
but I fried her when she's getting 4 teeth at once......




awful mommy....mom guilt...... (she does look pretty sweet though.....and will be brown tomorrow...and I DID put a large tube of sunscreen in my felted bag for diapers and such....)......
so...that's my mom guilt.....I'll have to put up a link with farm pictures. I wanted to take all the chicks home.....but dumb city ordinances won't allow it....and chickens aren't exactly quiet enough for the normal rockwell area we live in.....
She's not as pink today though......and it's just her nose and cheeks today so......but I won't forget the sunscreen.....
There were 10 moms there with like 18 kids and not one remembered sunscreen......I don't think I'll get together again with all of them though. Maybe 1 or 2.
MrsB: I am just waiting for chompers here to get going.....esp now that I can see all 4 top teeth coming.....any day now......she's a bottom teeth scraper, she'll look up at you, with the sweetest twinkle in her eye and scrape and giggle.....she thinkings it's HILARIOUS.....happy that the supply is returning...
OK, K is crying again.....I have 2 more hours......please pray that I can get through it....it's made a relatively short day seem like weeks......I just can't figure out why she cries sooo hard and for so long with nothing seeming to comfort her.......makes my heart sad....
xo
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