As much as we were hoping, no baby on DH's birthday.

I am starting now to wonder if my OB by stripping my memberanes last time counts as induction? I guess that would mean that my body didn't really go into labor on its own (even though my water broke on its own), and would make sense that it's taking longer.
I really want this to progress on its own, and for us to be able to have our home birth. It's starting to not look good. I can't imagine leaving DS for a day, a couple days or goodness forbid for four days. We've co-roomed/co-slept ever since he was born.. Only being able to see him for 10-15 minute periods a day even for a limited amount of days seems so cruel.

As a result.. my house is no longer nesting clean. I think once I hit the 6th, I started just to give up hope. Our birth pool is deflated.. and looking at it in the corner makes me cry.

It doesn't help either that my MIL/SIL keep CALLING. Everyday. "So, is she in labor yet? How's she feeling? when's she going to the hospital?" .
I feel like a watched pot. I want to tell everyone just to leave me alone, leave me in peace.. but I know that will never happen.