Ok... Let me start by saying I have always had crazy regular cycles. Like so regular that I had an OB tell me that it wasn't possible for them to be THAT regular, that I had to be mistaken. Mmhmmm. Well yeah. They are. 28 days. The end. I can count on one hand the number of times I have had a cycle that wasn't 28 days (well since I began paying attention about 10 years ago) and when it has strayed from 28 it is 26 or 27. The only time it has been longer than 28 was my 2 full term pregnancies. Well here I am, 6 days late. No BFP to show for it either. Well, as of 2 days ago. I'm out of tests. Gonna get more today I guess. This not knowing what is going on is killing me. I can't focus on anything. Seriously. I feel like a vegetable. With our DS, my first pregnancy, I tested positive on the day my period was due. With our DD, I didn't get BFP until 5 or 6 days after my period was due so here I sit 6 days late.... BFN at 4 days late.... Waiting till this afternoon to go to the commissary to pick up a few more dollar tests. Ugh. And my brain is mush. MUSH!
Ok. I think my rant portion is done.
So in other news, we weren't going to start trying for our third for a good long while so this has thrown a wrench at that if I am pregnant. Which is ok. We're planning to stop at 4 (maybe haha) so it's not like we aren't ok with being pregnant again. But we wanted some time. Our first two are 14 mos apart. I love it, my husband loves it, but we were hoping our stress level could... Level out a bit, haha, before the next one. Also money stuff. Blah. I hate money. But for me, my main concern is my body. I still had some extra weight around from DS when DD came along, so now I have some extra weight from both. I feel like a blob. I used to run marathons. I was hoping to get back in shape and run one between DD and our #3. And now with this maybe surprise baby, DH is saying...hey since we don't know one way or the other let's just keep DTD until you for sure are and then we will know (he still doesn't quite understand girly stuff, bless him, lol)! I think he has gotten attached to the idea of another baby now. So now even if it is for real a BFN and AF shows up he has the baby itch! lol
Oh boy. Or girl? lol