So, I guess I'm just looking for a little support. I found out when we were TTC #1 that I had PCOS and miraculously got pregnant after not having had a cycle for 6 mo. about a week before our first infertility apt. Now ds is 18mo and we're starting to think a little about trying for #2, but I haven't had a cycle yet. I know that just because we're BFing that that alone could account for not having a cycle yet, but I can't help wondering/worrying if it's that or the PCOS or something else. I'm not ready to wean yet, but would like to be down to nursing just in the morning and at night, but it is proving to be a challenge to get down to that. I'm trying not to stress about it. I'm not panicking that I have to get pregnant right away, but I would by next year or so. it just feels so ambiguous and helpless right now. I'm considering starting to chart, but have no idea if that would just be as frustrating and not tell me anything, or give me some clues about what is or isn't happening. And when would I start? Just pick a day? It doesn't help that I've been going to a Chinese Med. Dr. since Jan and about the last 4 times I've gone he's said that he thinks I'll get a cycle by next time. I'm nervous about if we're able to get pregnant again since last time was so strange and trying very hard to just be in the now and not worry too much.
Anyway, that's the scoop. Does anybody have any tricks for getting through this time? I'm sure lots will change in the next 6 mo, but it feels like I'm stuck for now.
Anyway, that's the scoop. Does anybody have any tricks for getting through this time? I'm sure lots will change in the next 6 mo, but it feels like I'm stuck for now.
