s to all you mamas out there, I'm one of you too.
When I was with STBXH, I regretted it all the time...that I couldn't change things, take things back, make it different and make him my first. It was a struggle for a long time.
Now that I'm with DP tho, I'm so glad that I had all those experiences before her - they are what made me who I am today and there's no changing the fact that I really like who I am now.
I do, however, like the fact that she's my first woman and I hope my last.