I just wanted to add something to the OP'er. Have you embraced that you are a mom yet? I know this can take a while, but you need to. Check out your baby for other possibilities for the crying like health issues........if everything is okay, which I hope it is, then you need to accept this. It will get better, but every stage of parenting has sucky parts. Your life has changed forever, it will never go back to what it was, so accepting this can make a huge difference. There is so much anger in you that I can see from your post. I'm glad you felt comfortable putting those things in it, but I will be brutally honest: if you don't get help, it will only get worse. Your baby needs you, so do what you have to so you can feel better about this, they pick up on your mood, she may be reading you, and be getting upset. I'm not saying this to hurt you........but how can you deny PPD as an issue?
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5/6/08 at 1:06pm