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post #21 of 56
NO NO NO NO NO !!!!!! Oh mama this is terrible I am so so very sorry. Please take care of yourself.
post #22 of 56
I'm so sorry
post #23 of 56
NNNNOOOOOOOOO! This just completely breaks my heart. I was really believing that you were in this for the long haul. I have prayed for you baby. I'm so sorry. I wish there was something I could do or say. There are just no words.
post #24 of 56
I'm so sorry mama. I hope you remain safe throughout this nightmarish process. I know how much that hurts.
post #25 of 56
I am so sorry. Your presence here has really been a blessing. Sending good, healing thoughts your way.
post #26 of 56


Sending peace. I'm so sorry.
post #27 of 56
Oh no!!! I am so sorry ... I don't know what else to say. If I was shocked and horrified to read this, I can't even imagine how you feel.
post #28 of 56
I am so very sorry.
post #29 of 56
I am really sorry. I have no words to console you other than I'm sorry you had this happen.
post #30 of 56
I am so sorry for your loss.



Hugs and healing vibes -->
post #31 of 56
I don't know quite what to say...I am so sorry for you loss.

for you sweet little one
post #32 of 56
I'm so sorry
post #33 of 56
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Originally Posted by selkat View Post
Oh, Mamaterra! I'm so, so sorry.

You are such a supportive, encouraging and positive force on here, and it just breaks my heart that we can't do anything for you right now.

Sending you much healing, love and support.

This.

I am so so sorry you are going through this Mama.
post #34 of 56
Thread Starter 
Thank you for your warm wishes and hugs.

I keep lurking on this board because I don't know where else to go. I have been coming here daily, a couple times a day, since I POAS and I don't know where else to go.

I know how uncomfortable a loss makes other mamas feel and I certainly don't want to be that source of discomfort.....but I don't know where else to go.

I've ordered God to change this....to make my babys' heart start beating again. He has the power, he can make miracles happen whenever he wants. He can make this different.

I think I have convinced myself that the Dr. is wrong and I am going to make him look EVERYWHERE tomorrow before he induces me. This just can't be....

I am scared.....I don't want to go through the merciless, heartless labour that comes with induction....I don't want to see the blood because it means that this is over. I keep begging my husband to do something, to make this baby stay.

Mostly, I don't want to see my baby outside of my body...it is too early for that yet. I want to smell his head, that fresh newborn smell as I nurse him for the first time. I want to put an ornament on the tree that says "Babys' First Christmas" as he marvels at all of the Christmas lights and I unwrap his Christmas presents for him...I don't want to let go of that dream.

I don't want to let go.....
post #35 of 56
I just saw this I am so very sorry for your loss
post #36 of 56
Mamaterra, you're always welcome here. You're not alone.

I'm so sorry for what you've been through in the last year, and you'll be in my thoughts.
post #37 of 56
Big hugs and lot's of prayers for you hun! You are always welcome here and never forgotten
post #38 of 56
Oh my gosh! I am so sorry! I just can't believe it. I am so sorry and I know that is probably of no help I just don't know what else to say. I will keep ou in my thoughts.
post #39 of 56
(((Hugs))) I am so sorry that you and your family are going through this. Take all the time you need to grieve for this little one.
post #40 of 56
mamaterra, my thoughts are with you and your little angel in this terrible time.
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