: Yesterday I was happy because I got my first paycheck in years. Today I am sad because this is the Eve of my 11th anniversary. Now STBX called because he has to work tomorrow and wants me to take care of the kids on his weekend. I am ABSOLUTLY FINE with taking care of the kids if he needs it. But tomorrow I was going to spend the day resting and taking care of my needs. I know that was going to include crying ALOT. I can't subject my kids to that. But I really needed the me time. Now what. He is going to take them for a few hours tonight. That is not going to be long enough. I really wanted to sleep through the night.. WHAAA What a pity party HUH!Sorry I just needed to vent......
it is all ups and downs isn't it? I understand the need for me time, especially when you need to work on emotional releasing painful things. I have no advice, and I don't think you want it, I just want to say that I hear you.
