Thanks mamas! Honestly, I'm feeling kinda... good. I'm not too disappointed b/c I wasn't expecting to have the babe this soon.
It was really, really weird though. It's hard for me to reconcile my brain and my body. My mind is saying, "Ok, we went through labor, uh, where's the babe??" Physically, I'm still feeling fine and I'm ok with being pregnant for several more weeks.
I know that there were changes last night, so that's less work later. Just weird.
Oh, and the only thing going on when I got in the shower was that DH had started talking about leaving for the birthcenter.... maybe this really is a sign that I'm meant to do this at home, alone. The most powerful contractions I had were when I was completely alone in the bedroom on my birthball, while the kids were asleep and DH was downstairs washing up the dishes. Don't know.
Well, this babe will choose his/her birthday eventually... and in the meantime I'm content to wait, relatively peacefully. That's odd for me, too... usually I'm stressed about getting babe out by now. Weird pregnancy all around. Totally not my norm. This babe should be an interesting person!