ahhh, i am thinking of everyone.... Im feeling sick again today... felt fine yesterday. i think I must be low on iron because all I am craving is meat. ugh.
so, I hoope everyone is well, we leave friday for colorado... so maybe if anyone is up for it we could do the swap one day this week and watch orgasmic birth or pregnant in america together? lol i have an appt with amy on thursday and I should probably give orgasmic birth back, Ive had it for ages.
PAM- im so sorry I havent responded... this is a hard situation and I know how rough it can be to do something you never thought you would do with parenting.... the tv was our thing that was not an option and then became totally a part of our lives. but these decisions do notmake us "bad' parents... they just make us human.
To be honest though, i think you are doing the right thing... you are making the best, most loving decision you can.... and anytime you make a decision from that perspective it will always lead you to a lesson learned or a new journey. Maybe aaron will form a lifelong friend from a classmate.... I have a friend that I met whenI was in kindergarten that I am still friends with... you just never know what is meant for us.
Keira, for example, totally rejected my waldorf leanings.... she wanted to play with all kinds of t hings, and she wanted to watch tv and plays, and movies... and maybe she will go on to be a film director or something... but whats funny, is that now- now that she is 'allowed' to do what she wants... she also runs around in playsilks and plays with faceless dolls, etc.
so evenwhen parenting decisions hurt our ideas of what composes a good parent.... its probably a good thing for everyone involved... truly.
hopefully we will get a chance to talk more when it cools off or whenI am refreshed from the mountains... lol im just feeling like a trapped, pregnant, sweaty bear these days. and the flu that we had didnt help anything.