Lindsey, thanks for posting that. i have been thinking of you all.
i had a friend w/ premies and its soo hard to know what to say....her advice was to simply tell you that we are here to listen to any feelings you may have..regardless of what they are. I have no experience and can only imagine but i know when my ds2 was in surgery at 2 for several reasons, my online support was very important. I wish you peace and I hope you are able to take care of yourself....so you can be there for the twins. Dont forget thats really important.