Well, I *did* weigh myself in the late evening instead of morning or early afternoon like I had been, but I gained a couple pounds. I haven't really done any of things I was aiming to
Except finishing my coffee earlier and drinking more water, but even that fell short today as it's after 8pm and I still have my coffee. And although it's been more
water, it hasn't been enough
water. And I haven't done my sit-ups a single time. Not even a first time
Uggg... We didn't even do anything over the 4th to lead me astray. No get-togethers, no food binges. No, I did this all on my own.
I need to figure out how to get myself enthused about it. I thought I would be, I was excited at first with the idea, and I'm not really happy about my body shape. grr..
I guess it seems like there is so much going on all the time, it's been hard to find time to myself. A little easier on the weekends, but DP and I do daycare out of our home during the week, and with 12 kids here + 5 mo. DD, I feel like life is mostly a chaotic whirlwind. I put the soysauge (soy sausage
) away in the fruit basket
today. DP walks up to me and say, "So is this
where we're keeping the soysauge now!?" Ooops. DD keeps me up all night lately, I feel like I'm losing my mind!
Alright. Anyway, I'm going to try to be better from now on*. For Pete's sake, I already eat very healthfully, this really shouldn't be hard! I am soo bad at applying myself to anything for very long
*starting after I eat this here piece of maple sugar candy from the farmers market!