I haven't signed myself onto the July DDC...guess I am struggling with denial. I am stuck somewhere in between disbelief over the fact that I am still pregnant and the belief that I might be pregnant forever. Somehow, because I was still breastfeeding when I got pregnant, my ovulation occurred later than we calculated. My midwife feels strongly that while my chart reads three weeks overdue, my cervix reads more like a week overdue. I normally carry a week over, so that would make my actual due date RIGHT NOW. Except it isn't happening right now. Each night I go to bed hoping to be awakened by contractions...but each morning I wake up feeling well rested and fabulous...but still pregnant. So, sadly I take myself to the July DDC.








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