Update - Saturday 1 p.m.
Well, this is not going at all according to plan. Doc is of the opinion that baby broke my water because of something in the uterine environment - probably an infection. So, we're 'encouraging' progression as much as possible.
If it is infection, the risk to the baby statistically speaking goes way up after 12 hours of the water breaking, and climbs even higher after 18. I'm at 16 right now, been on pitocin for 2 hours, just took the epidural, and am still only dilated to a 4.

Doc says she won't section me unless baby is showing clear signs of distress - which so far she's not, thank God. Still, the contrax need to start doing something PDQ.
Emotionally, I'm already a basket case. This is all happening too early, and nothing's going right - even the simple IV insertion took three tries and swelled up on hand like a balloon.
I'm just telling myself the real point is a healthy baby. All the rest is not important compared to that. And while 36 weeks is not exactly dangerously early, this baby is facing at least a couple of challenges already. I've got to focus less on how I'm feeling about laboring this way, and more on helping my little one get what she needs.
More later, I'm sure.