37w 5d here. Well I woke up with a very sore back and pelvis this a.m. but no baby even after walking around the zoo for 5 hours yesterday. I still cross my fingers for the full moon at the end of the week, but realize I still have a couple weeks left and have decided not to complain seeing as how my prodromal ctrx have ceased and I don't want the risk of nursing difficulties because he was born a little early. (I say all this today but tomorrow or even later today i'll be wishing this little guy out again! LOL)
DDs are at a summer camp in the mornings this week so I have some nice relaxing down time where I don't feel guilt like I should try and do a ton of things with them before baby gets here and I potentially ruin their lives......(I know, I know....but I feel like what is gonna happen if our smooth running ship goes down because I wanted another baby?....these moments of panic set in on occasion and then other days I realize that because we run a smooth ship, we should have no problems adding another member). Anyone else feel pre-baby anxiety - like "what was i thinking???", even before the labour pain sets in?
DDs are at a summer camp in the mornings this week so I have some nice relaxing down time where I don't feel guilt like I should try and do a ton of things with them before baby gets here and I potentially ruin their lives......(I know, I know....but I feel like what is gonna happen if our smooth running ship goes down because I wanted another baby?....these moments of panic set in on occasion and then other days I realize that because we run a smooth ship, we should have no problems adding another member). Anyone else feel pre-baby anxiety - like "what was i thinking???", even before the labour pain sets in?















the babe is still nice and wiggley, although it's still hanging out LOP. i really really REALLY hope it gets over this whole posterior thing. i don't want to find out what back labor is like. 