hi there...hope i'm not intruding, but i saw this thread and just had to tell you how sorry i am...not only that, but how strong you are.
before i was born my mom lost a baby boy 4 hours after delivery. when i had my daughter in may, they thought i was only 33 weeks and i wasn't, but she had to be in the nicu. those nights without her i got a glimpse of what that would be like, and i just wanted to say i'm sorry. and you're an amazing person.
i'll keep you and your family in my thoughts.
lots of love and
shirley-anne [june 08' ddc]