xixstar, I hope this is it for you!
I hope you are holding your baby soon, I can't imagine how frustrated that must be!
Nothing much here at all. Kids with their dad for the weekend, me & dh home on the internet, doing laundry, etc. This is our last weekend of just us time before the baby is here, for certain, too bad I'm not feeling anything bordering on amorous or snuggly
Poor dh. I haven't even been able to stand sleeping in bed with him. The only one who's been nice to sleep next to is ds2. ds1 wanted to sleep with me last night, and of course I let him when he wants to, but GAH, SO uncomfortable, he takes up more of the bed than dh does.
It's just hard cause we have a full sized bed right now. I'm not sure how we're going to work co-sleeping (mainly me, baby, and I would hope dh, but I don't think that will work). I really don't want to lose the aspect of me & dh's space, too, cause I don't want it to never come back.
For purely selfish reasons I am ok with, I don't want to co-sleep forever. I want to transition this baby into a crib around 6 months for the first part of the night at least. This is super important to me this time, as transitioning to a bed with the older ones became a very unpleasant struggle after I had met my limit on constant co-sleeping. (I think they were each around 3.5/4 before they would have anything to do with their own beds at all, I was SO DONE by that point, mostly it was about the extended nursing, I think)
And I DO want to make sure that our space stays our space for me & dh. I didn't do that with my ex, and I know it really negatively impacted our relationship, along with never having us time, which will also take a priority for me & dh. (Date night will be happening for us at least once a month!!)
Anyway, I guess I'm just rambling
I wish I would just have this baby already, but I'm still 8 days from edd, so fat chance.
Oh well, I want all the laundry to be caught up first anyway.