Sigh, I really, really hate my cycles. Last time, it took us over a year to get pg with DD2 and I had WAY better cycles then I'm having this time around. I could of swore I O'ed last weekend by checking CM, signs, etc... it was there, but not great. I can't temp because 21m old DD2 still wakes up all the time, and I can't get an accurate temp. Then yesterday on day 30, I had better EWCM then I have had all cycle.
I thought my Clear Blue monitor was screwed up because it hasn't caught O at all since my cycles returned in April, but now I'm starting to wonder if I'm even O'ing. I went to the store this am, and somehow in the middle of trying to keep two DC from fighting and destroying the place I forgot to pick up some regular O sticks.
And then to top it all off, I had a CNM appointment today because I have yeasties that are not going away no matter what I do. Not that I want this at all right now, but was curious if they would even do it while I'm bfing, and no they won't prescribe Clomid while bfing. No one in my small town will. I wouldn't consider it now, but if several more cycles go by and I'm truly not Oing at all, then it would be nice to consider. I've done everything herbal that I can. Maca root and Vitex is what finally got me DD2, 4 months into that same dose and nothing has changed. Vitex has always worked 2 months after I started taking it. I talked to my herbalist this week and she didn't have any other suggestions for me.
I'm just getting frustrated because last time I was O'ing, had perfect timing BDing, and I couldn't get pg. This time, my cycles are all over the place, no one will talk to me about even running labs until DD2 is weaned for several months, which I refuse to wean a child for the sake of a child that isn't conceived yet. And to top it all off, I will be gone for most of Oct, Nov, and Dec. DD1 needs OT that I have to travel for, DH can't come along, except a visit here and there since we'll be 400 miles away. That make TTCing pretty difficult even if I had regular cycles. Vent over.