Oh, darn! I wrote a really long post, but then our power went out and I had to go to work before I could save it.

So, first of all, I couldn't sleep last night. I have a nasty cold - I've gotten four colds during this pregnancy, more than I've had the last four years! So I've been hacking and coughing with a sore throat and drippy nose and unable to sleep. Add on top of that that two of our kitties chased one of the other kitties all night long resulting in multiple all-out fights and my paranoia about my water breaking this week while my midwife is gone and I got no sleep at all. Every time I cough or sneeze or blow my nose I'm afraid my water will break! I keep telling baby to stay in until the midwife gets back because I don't like the backup midwife.
Second, I'm worried about our roof. We signed a contract to have it fixed back in March, but still nothing. My husband called the guy in June and he said he was backed up and it would be the end of July. July has come and gone, and still no word. Every time it rains we get a bucket full of water from the leak!

: I just want it done before I go into labor.
Lastly...my mom.

I am thinking more and more about not calling her for the birth, but I know she would never forgive me. Add on top of that that I want my sisters there, and I really feel like I HAVE to call because she lives in the same town as one sister. I just don't think I can handle having her there because she stresses me out and frustrates me to no end. She doesn't like our cats touching her - they might get germs on her! But she is so helpless about it. They follow her around and she just yells, "Oh! Oh! Oh! Help!" until someone comes and shoos the cats away. Last time I was having shooting pains and moved really slowly to come rescue her and she started kicking at them!

: Poor kitties! They don't know any better! We plan to lock them in "their room" (which has toys, scratching posts, water fountain, food, and litter boxes) during labor, but I can't keep them in there TOO long!
Also, she got a few outfits for the baby that she wants to give me before the baby is born so I can wash them. I told her I was hoping to have the next few weekends alone with my husband and she got all huffy and hung up on me. I called back and said she could bring them while I was in labor - after all, they are size 6 months, so I wouldn't need to have them washed right away! She agreed that that could work and said she would show them to me between contractions. ??? Seriously?? I think I will be concentrating on other things! She assumes that it will be like coming for a visit and I will sit and talk between contractions! I told her that the midwife said I should focus on the labor and not visiting, and she got all huffy again. I really can't deal with that during labor! But I know if I don't call, she will never forgive me - she's never forgiven one of my sisters for asking her to be quiet while she was in labor! Ugh.
