yeah I think I am on the edge.
which is empowering I no longer think I am inducing unnaturally just enjoying nudging myself along - and its my MW's first day back at work after being off a month - got to let her finish clinic duties
I was far more desperate when I thought I was stuck in prodromal hell..
now I know I am right there....just deciding when to jump
I also think I would have felt guilty for pushing myself way over the edge I'd have wondered if it was too early or if labor stalled I'd have blame myself..
now my next hurdle is do I want to get a sitter for kids or have em watch!
which is empowering I no longer think I am inducing unnaturally just enjoying nudging myself along - and its my MW's first day back at work after being off a month - got to let her finish clinic duties

I was far more desperate when I thought I was stuck in prodromal hell..
now I know I am right there....just deciding when to jump

I also think I would have felt guilty for pushing myself way over the edge I'd have wondered if it was too early or if labor stalled I'd have blame myself..
now my next hurdle is do I want to get a sitter for kids or have em watch!







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