
ugh mentsrual cramp feelings...
did find out I am GBS- finally... yay
back hurts, feet hurt, everything hurts.
DP is so mean to me on top of all this. And I am so anxious to get the baby out. People look at me funny because I am so petite and have such a HUGE load out infront of me, looks like I am going to topple over.
I can't look at myself in the mirror without wanting to cry

Everyone keeps asking me daily, have you had it yet? UGH IF I DID I'D TELL YOU!
I had contractions ALL DAY yesterday and today, just like the last two weeks. IT MEANS NOTHING!
