it was nice being here, but leaving now - Page 2

[Julia'sMom]

CRM - I'm also crying with you. I so wanted to see you over here.

[MI_Dawn]

oh damn... so sorry!

[crazyrunningmama]

Thanks everyone for your support. Only my dh and one friend IRL knew I was pg and I won't be telling anyone else. I so appreciate your thoughts and kind words. I am doing okay.

[catballou24]

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[michanders4]

Originally Posted by crazyrunningmama

I have just been going through an IVF cycle and they monitor things pretty closely. Last week I got a positive blood test, but apparently the number was on the low side (they didn't mention that part) and then my routine follow up blood test yesterday showed that my levels had dropped significantly instead of rising like they are supposed to. So, I was pregnant but now I'm not. Or however that is defined. It sucks, I'm sad and numb and wondering what will happen next. I hung up the nurse before she could tell me more, because I don't really care too much now that it's nothing good. Feeling like I must have done something wrong - in trying to be more laid back, maybe I wasn't careful enough. Anyway, it was so great to be over here sharing my excitment while it lasted. Good luck to you all. :

I'm so sorry. Please do not blame yourself. This one wasn't meant to be. I know that's hard to hear. You really cannot take the blame for this though. I'm sure you did everything right.

Michelle