, I'm so excited for you! Glad to hear the LLL ladies are giving you good support. I'm sure things will improve. Your baby is so beautiful.
I have been thinking a lot about the next pg too. We're still 10-11 months away from TTC, but it's been on my mind a lot lately. I find myself planning how I'm going to handle pg if I'm really nauseaus (sp?) again with a 2 yo. And how I'm going to eat better. And how I'm going to get in some exercise with a 2yo. And still cook homemade healthy dinners (like I've been doing for a month now!
to me!). And how we'll arrange Dd's room to accomodate new baby's stuff. And how if I want to find out gender. And if I want to announce the pg before i'm in the 2nd trimester. How we're going to save money for another homebirth. And on and on... I've always been a big planner, so this makes sense. I'm not really dreading it all, just anxious. I really want the next birth to go better than the last one did (although I must admit until the pushing it was a pretty good labor). And I really want to be calmer and more relaxed during this next pg and newborn period. So I've just really been working on preparing myself mentally. I've got a lot of physical and mental work to do in the next year and a half before the next baby comes.
So, I guess I'm just saying, Shanna,
that I think I know what you're going through.