Ok, I'm just going to ramble because I don't know what else to do. So today when I went to the restroom, I noticed a pinky spot on the tp. I further investigated

and found a bit more. I've never that I know of spotted during my LP. It was so tiny that I wouldn't even call it spotting. But, I do wonder, was that implantation spotting. I doubt it. I don't feel pregnant. I think I ovulated on day 17, not what FF says. I base that on other charts, my temps usually take a few days before they get really high, and it is typically never above 97.5 before ovulation. Yes, I disagree with last months chart too. I did warn you that I was going to ramble didn't I. Well, I typically work nights, so I inconveniently don't see my husband on any of the prime days. So, we missed cd15, cd16, and cd17. I hardly every see really nice CF. I doubt the sperm could have survived. But, I saw a pinky spot. Why???? You don't really have to answer. This is just a ramble because since I'm so doubtful, I would prefer to share it here with you guys just to tell someone. I'd rather know for sure (BFP) before I told anyone else. My nerves are sure hi right now. Good nerves, bad nerves, you know us girls, we have to think about everything way too much. Yes, we all want babies, but then when there's a chance it might happen, a bit of doubt creeps in. Ok, way too much rambling now. It probably isn't anything even. Just a spot. I wouldn't have even noticed if I wasn't looking.
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