I have just gotta say that I am sick of being disappointed with these men. I am a nice person, and fine without a mate, really. I would like to have someone to share life's experiences with though. I feel like Charlie Brown with the football (am I dating myself?
I have stopped hearing from this guy. I was careful about what I said on here because it is searchable by google, and my match name is (stupidly) the same as my username here (I have changed it) I just have always been virtually BelovedK.
Normally I would roll with it if I didn't hear from someone, but I went on match to change my name, and saw that he had been active hours before. That is fine, he has been through some rough stuff and I wish him well, and it is not like I was attached to him, and I am no psycho-stalker so I will leave him alone (I have never called him except called him back once) he has called me.
I think I have figured out a possible scenario (maybe I am being paranoid, but it would explain a few scenarios in the past) Someone would punch BelovedK into Google, and find even just one of my posts here and have access to ALL of them. I don't say things I am ashamed of, but I do not really want potential men reading my personal posts. They would also have my myspace at theit fingertips, and when I blog there, it is usually when I am not my best. I write out tough feelings.
This is a lesson in being careful on the web. I am not changing my myspace. I did change my username there (on match) though.
It pisses me off that someone would Google me, though I really don't blame anyone with kids searching info on potential people that they are bringing into their lives.
No fault, I am just going through my feelings.
Maybe I should go blog on myspace