I am really tired lately so it makes me not look forward to labor anymore. I even went to bed early last night! But I was up a billion times to pee. I'm going to try to get some extra help with my toddler next week and the week after so I can try to get some extra rest in and reserve some energy for labor. The past couple of nights I felt so tired that I would not be happy if labor started. But today...I am already so tired I don't even want labor to start during the day! And labor is what I have been looking forward to this whole pregnancy as I had a great labor and delivery with DS so am really looking forward to my homebirth waterbirth! But...now I am just too tired to look forward to it. 










. But I do know from a 36ish hr labor w/ DD -- keeping the end product (holding that baby soon) in mind, keeps you going with an unbelievable amount of strength and awakeness.... Oh, and the 2min naps in between the strong contractions feel like HOURS!!!!
And then Sunday night / early Monday morning I slept for about an hour and a half. So yes...I was majorly sleep deprived then but labor was still great and short and I was way energized after DS was born!
