I hate not sleeping. Honestly, if I had millions of dollars with which to manipulate personal physicians, I'd probably ask for Propfol too. I have to find out what's wrong with me, it's very very depressing not to be able to sleep without drugs. I finally gave up trying to rest tonight and just took the pills. Is it asking too much to be able to sleep without them, and without getting pregnant again? Even with them, I probably won't get six hours... and that just adds insult to injury. Ugh!
Sorry to be such a downer, I'm seriously losing my mind.