I had my u/s this morning (I'm 19 wks.) and I have a complete placenta previa (placenta is covering my cervix). So they will monitor with another u/s in 4 wks. Sometimes the placenta will be pulled up as the uterus grows--they couldn't give me any numbers as to how likely this is because it depends on exactly where it is attached and how it moves etc. My mw is waiting to receive the pics which will show if it is a corner of the placenta or the center that is covering the cervix.Part of me is so disappointed. Out of my only two pregnancies I've ended up with two, random and unavoidable conditions that necessitate a c-sec. All I've ever wanted since long before I ever considered getting pregnant is a beautiful, natural, out-of-hospital birth. Why does my uterus love drama?
But, part of me is strangely calm and at-peace with this. I think it is actually more a feeling of defeat. I mean, I try and try for the birth I want each time but how can you argue with this?
For the time being I'm going to stay with my mw and pray and think positively (try!) that the placenta will move. After the next u/s if it hasn't I will probably switch to an OB. I don't want to be in the same situation I was last time--not having established a care provider when a c-sec became necessary. I guess if it moves after that I could always switch back to her.
I'm so sad. Please, if you're inclined, pray for me that it moves.
PS: Dh and I are buying a Power Ball ticket tonight since I seem to have such great (or not-so-great) odds!









: MOVE placenta, MOVE!
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