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I am so looking forward to this birth ... I KNOW my body can do this I'm so excited about getting to BIRTH MY BABY MYSELF for the first time.
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I am also planning a hba2c and I am sort of already in complete awe that this baby will come completely on its own terms, and that my labor will progress normally, naturally, and end with me pushing this baby out. I get chills just thinking about it.I labored with both my other babies, but with my first it was discovered he was a footling breech when I came to the birth center 8cm dialated. My water broke and I was rushed to the hospital where he was born by emergency c-section at 10 cm dialated.
My vbac I went to 42 weeks and then was induced by AROM, then had a very malpositioned babe, and after 3 hours of pushing was another c-section.
Needless to say, I am completely, totally, almost dumbfounded that I will do this... I have these amazing dreams and visions where I push the baby out, and I am the FIRST to hold her, to touch her, and nobody takes her away. I get to see the cord, the placenta, and I swear I will never want to let her go because that was one of the most awful things of my birth experiences before.
Sorry, this got long, but obviously this is a subject near and dear to my heart.
So yes, *sigh*, I am soooo looking forward to this birth.










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that will be the end result! 
: to you all 
LOL) Ok I dont think the girl friend will happen but if it does she is welcome My 4 yr old kisses my belly and talkes to the baby every day asking if he wants to come out to play today.


lol