I can't handle this anymore :(

[dimibella]

So I just got off the phone with my midwife, we did another blood draw on Tues and my #s are back down and I'm back to a stupid f'ing hospital birth. I know that it's really not the end of the world but right now I just want a pity party. I'm so mad and upset and just feel broken. :

[spiderdust]

My midwife just requested another blood draw... and I'm scared to death of the same thing.

[Montse]

Oh no! I'm so sorry to hear this. Hospital births can be beautiful too. Are you waiting for labor to start on its own or does your midwife want you to be induced? Does she have hospital privileges or will you have to see a regular doctor?
If the babies could only show up on their respective due dates! HAHA!
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I truly hope it works out for you and your hubby!

[Kellie_MO4]

My #s dropped too low and I'm at the hospital too (from 10 to 9.4).. I feel your pain! Hopefully your mw has privilages and will still be able to attend you! :

[immamama]

Sorry, I know it's not what you wanted. Praying that it will be a wonderful experience for you regardless.

(((HUGS)))

[funfunkyfantastic]

I lost my homebirth too. I thought I might get it back... but I ran out of time. I would have been risking my life delivering at home with my high blood pressure. It was getting to the point where I could have had a seizure. Even as it was... they really had to monitor me closely in the hospital. I'm lucky everything turned out alright for me and the baby. I was pretty darn depressed that I lost my homebirth. I didn't even get around to using my labor tub to labor in because at that point I was pushing. Even though nothing really went the way I planned it (besides the birth being all natural) I still had a good birth experience. It was the best it could be. I'm sure you can have a good birth experience too.

[spanica]

I know you are mad and upset, but you are NOT broken! You are still a strong woman with a strong body, and you can still have an amazing birth!