I know this happened way back but your story has really touched me in ways only a cbac mama knows and understands. All my children are cs. I really would love to have more children but the fear of a rupture or things going wrong never leave my mind. Unfortunately many people don't understand because they haven't been there. I am really blessed by your story cos in a sense I totally feel connected to your story and really wish our healthcare providers would tell us the risks involved in rcs against vbac.
I hope that you have found healing in all these years that have passed. Please be encouraged that your story is a blessing and encouragement to me. ((Hugs))