This month has been really hard... I have had meltdowns for the last week over practically everything. Can't really say anything to DH either cause he is kinda fed up w/ the whole thing.
One of my best friends just had her baby on Saturday- a wonderful homebirth VBAC. I am absolutely thrilled for her, but had to fight the tears and emotions when I dropped off a meal for her this evening. The baby was so beautiful, peaceful, wonderful- in her arms and not mine. It's just so difficult
I am 8 DPO and hoping against hope this is my month. I've been crampy the entire time though, with a bit of spotting, more mucous today. I know AF is on her way. . . but still I hope.