I am so super emotional...

[CrunchyDoula]

Man, I am ready for this pregnancy to be over. I haven't felt that really until this evening. I could just cry at the drop of a hat. I met with my doula today, whom I love, and we talked about lots of stuff. But it got pretty heavy once we started talking about when my father died (he was a FF and died in the line of duty 8 yrs ago, when I was 13), I don't mind talking about it at all, and it naturally comes up when I talk about my stress and anger levels as it all seems to stem from that at some point. But we really got to the root of a lot of my issues today...

Now I'm just really emotional and I feel like I'm just not being heard by people. That is the one thing I love about my doula, no matter what I say she hears me and validates what it is I am feeling. She never downplays my feelings or thoughts. I just wish DH and I could get to that point, but I also understand we are wired differently. I just feel like I keep telling him what I need and he just isn't hearing me.

*Sigh*

[Amber Lion]

for you!!!

I'm emotional today too. Feeling rather lonely and gloom and doom. Dh wasn't going to come home tonight, but now he's saying he doesn't want to leave me alone cause he can tell I'm not alright. I don't want him to come home just for me, b/c physically I'm doing fine and emotionally... well I won't be any fun even if he *does* come home. And he'd only be home long enough to get in bed and go to sleep - which is about all I get to see of him right now which is adding to my emotional-ness!

Jeez, pregnancy hormones are so much fun. I think *I'm* gonna get in bed.

[ledzepplon]

The end of the pregnancy is so tough. I'm right there with you as far as being super emotional. And I'm really sorry about the loss of your dad. Firefighters are truly heros.