I had some pinkish cervical fluid last night...of course I couldnt get to sleep then until about 1 in the morning. So many thoughts were going through my head. I felt so positive about this pregnancy. I was doing everything right. I tried not to worry and eventually fell asleep. I decided I would take my temp in the morning and another pregnancy test. Well my temp went from 37.3 down to 36.9 this morning and the pregnancy test topped that off coming up very light - especially considering I just took a test only a few days ago and that test was much much darker. So this it is. Its over. I am just waiting for the pain now. I feel like the world it out to get me. What is wrong with my body? Why do my babies not want to stay put? I know these feelings will pass and I will be right back to TTC but you know...its just so hard to see that light at the end of the tunnel you know...


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I am so sorry. You are in my thoughts.

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