i am SO stressed! i am due in 3 weeks, mw not sure i'm gonna make it that long. i love her to death, but her insurance person (K) is seriously at the top of my list right now of people to avoid so i don't go off on them. if the damn number changes one more time on how much insurance is going to cover, i'm going to blow!
first of all, i couldn't get a teaching job this year b/c of being obviously pregnant. and dh works freelance, so there went insurance. still trying not to be resentful about THAT turn of events. i finally get approved for state insurance, and coverage doesn't kick in until nov. 1. K TELLS me which plan to choose for maximum coverage. Should only owe $500. now, 3 weeks (if that) before i have this child, she tells me they will only cover part of the contract. leaving us a balance of $3500. and gee, they usually require a down payment of $4500. are you freakin kidding me???!!! you're dropping this on me NOW?!
dh works freelance. i work temp. we're going to be lucky if we have enough saved for me to take 3 months maternity leave. no work, no paycheck. not to mention the fact that i still haven't pinned down a pediatrician. and childcare so i can go back to work? haven't even started. can't afford to take time off work to go find stinking childcare, which i also can't afford so that's just a mom guilt trip waiting to kick in. on top of the one i already have b/c the poor kid has the hiccups from me getting so stressed and upset.

loving motherhood already, let me tell you....
thanks for listening.
first of all, i couldn't get a teaching job this year b/c of being obviously pregnant. and dh works freelance, so there went insurance. still trying not to be resentful about THAT turn of events. i finally get approved for state insurance, and coverage doesn't kick in until nov. 1. K TELLS me which plan to choose for maximum coverage. Should only owe $500. now, 3 weeks (if that) before i have this child, she tells me they will only cover part of the contract. leaving us a balance of $3500. and gee, they usually require a down payment of $4500. are you freakin kidding me???!!! you're dropping this on me NOW?!
dh works freelance. i work temp. we're going to be lucky if we have enough saved for me to take 3 months maternity leave. no work, no paycheck. not to mention the fact that i still haven't pinned down a pediatrician. and childcare so i can go back to work? haven't even started. can't afford to take time off work to go find stinking childcare, which i also can't afford so that's just a mom guilt trip waiting to kick in. on top of the one i already have b/c the poor kid has the hiccups from me getting so stressed and upset.

loving motherhood already, let me tell you....
thanks for listening.







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I am so sorry! Money woes are the worst!