My c/s is scheduled for 10/29. I'm starting to freak out a little bit that it's so close. I really wanted to go into labor on my own first, and there's still a little time, but I'm not counting on it at this point.
My last c/s was most certainly unplanned and I didn't have time to be scared about anything b/c it was all happening so fast. This time, I'm starting to worry about things like the spinal and about how it will feel to be pregnant one minute and not the next with no labor in between. Just little things, really...I'm trying not to think about them, but it's hard.
Also, the unfounded fears are starting to creep in...what if the OB gets in there and finds my uterus in a horrible state and suggests we not risk another pregnancy
. That would break my heart. I know there's really no reason to think that, but I'm hormonal, so I get to worry about whatever I want
I'm also worried about going to my brother's wedding on 11/1, only 3 days post-c/s...with a brand new nursling. We'll just go with the flow and be there for as much of it as we can. I know I'll still be quite sore and probably won't feel like sitting up for very long.
In other news, I'm doing some serious nesting/cleaning today. I don't know if it's because I know it's 4 days away or if it's "real" nesting.
Hugs to all of the other c-section mamas!