Wanna guess why?
The appointment went perfectly. Couldn't have been better. We're measuring 12 weeks+4 days, heartrate at 166, etc etc etc. We saw the chambers of the heart, the halves of the brain, hands, feet, stomach, bladder, back of the neck, the cord and the placenta, and I don't even know what all. I wasn't absorbing it b/c I was still in the "you mean it's still alive?" phase. But everything they looked at looked right. It was kind of funny because this was a nurse we'd never met who was a little blase about the whole thing--not that she wasn't nice, she was, just, she was totally expecting to see a live little critter, and she did, no surprise, while for DH and me it was just astonishing because of our history. So I'm laughing and crying and messing up the picture because my abdomen is shaking, and she's just, "yes, yes, and over here you can see the toes-- see toes?"
I'm still shaking from the stress of it all. I wanted to post but only had the energy for a few smilies, really.