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Originally Posted by carolina~mom2be 
interesting post! Good read  So Caitrin, did you take it?!?!? Are you laboring right now?!?!  :
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Heheh, nope, I decided against the castor oil. Just doesn't sound worth it anymore.
And I was thinking today- If I truly want to know what it's like to start labor naturally, then I probably shouldn't force it unless I'm way overdue.
Maybe I'm being too impatient about all of this. Is it justified? Maybe- afterall, I am a week overdue. But maybe I need an attitude adjustment. Lately, I think I've become terribly selfish about all this- instead of imagining my baby's face and holding him, I want him out for other reasons like wanting my body back, wanting my pelvis to tighten back up, wanting my back to stop hurting, etc.
Well that's just great

: What I SHOULD be thinking about is "I want this baby out so I can meet him!"
That's the purpose in all of this- not me. So I'm feeling a little guilty right now.
Just some thoughts I've had tonight...what do you mamas think?
-Caitrin
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